Friday, November 2, 2007 . 6:48 PM
Example of a typical pathetic day: I owed Lee Hua a lunch because he got a GPA of 3.5 and higher. I took him out to Plaza Singapura Cafe Cartel at an odd time: 4pm. Either a very late lunch or a very early dinner. He had the famous ribs and I had Oxtail stew. We left the place slightly after 5pm and headed for the bus stop. Half way there, there a couple of very cute girls standing together. Lee Hua was busy thinking aloud on whether to take the bus or MRT. I heard nothing and continued to walk and gawk at the girls. I Stumbled over a few steps and as I passed them I continued staring. Suddenly the shorter girl caught my eye and came up towards me. I swear I had a mini heart attack; my heart rate would have gone off the charts.Shorter cute girl: Hi, could you donate to (some charity for broken families) by buying a pen for $2? All I need is a dollar from each of you. *smiles*
Me: Uhhh...Hua...aggablaba...she...one dollar...ababapapa.... *continues to gawk*
Lee Hua: Here's $2.
Shorter cute girl: Thank You! *smiles*
Lee Hua: You're welcome.
Me: Ah....no pworwem (no problem)...bababyebye... *still staring*
The girl smiles at me again before walking back to her friend. Lee Hua was dragging me to the bus stop. Once they were out of sight, I felt retarded and embarrassed. I was so sad and hopeless.
I just want to die and fade away quietly from the face of the earth. I'm non existent to all girls.





