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Friday, November 30, 2007 . 8:42 PM

FUCK!! SCREW THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD. SCREW THE WHOLE DAMN UNIVERSE. SCREW EVERYTHING. ITS THE 30TH OF NOVEMBER ON A FRIDAY AND I HAVE TWO VOUCHERS FOR STARBUCKS AND ALL I WANT TO FUCKING DO IS SPEND A QUIET EVENING AT UNITED SQUARE'S STARBUCKS DRINKING NICE COFFEE WITH MY BEST GUY FRIENDS TO HAVE A QUIET CELEBRATION OF MY 18TH BIRTHDAY BUT THAT CAN'T EVEN FUCKING HAPPEN. NO IT CAN'T!! BECAUSE THINGS LIKE THIS DON'T HAPPEN FOR ME. PEOPLE LIKE ME ARE INSIGNIFICANT, PUNY, IRRITATING LITTLE MAGGOTS WHO ARE INVISIBLE TO THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD.

I CALLED LEE HUA 5 GOD-DAMMNED DAYS BEFORE AND ALL HE CAN SAY IS HE'S BUSY BUSY BUSY. I TELL HIM TO TRY TO MAKE TIME AND SMS ME WHEN HE CAN MAKE IT BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO: HE CAN'T EVEN BE FUCKING BOTHERED TO SMS ME THAT HE REALLY CAN'T MAKE IT. THATS JUST NUMBER ONE.

NUMBER TWO: I CALL KIFF TO ASK HIM OUT TO STARBUCKS TONIGHT. BUT AS ALWAYS AND FOREVER HE'S FRIGGING BUSY. BUSY BUSY BUSY. PROJECT PROJECT PROJECT. HIS WHOLE DAMN LIFE PROJECTS AND SCHOOL AND CCAS. GET A GOD-DAMN LIFE MAN!! YOU WON'T BE A HOT SHOT PILOT OR SOME CRACKING CEO JUST BY GETTING STRAIGHT A'S AND A FLAWLESS CCA RECORD. YOU CAN BE SO NAIVE SOMETIMES. I WISH I COULD JUST PUT MY BRAIN IN YOUR HEAD AND MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND THE WORLD. BESIDES THAT, DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS FROM 5N1? LETS NOT EVEN TALK ABOUT 5N1. HOW ABOUT US? THE FIVE OF US? IT SEEMS TO ME THAT YOU'RE CLOSER TO YOUR NEW FANGLED TEMASEK FRIENDS THAN REAL FRIENDS WHO'VE KNOWN YOU FOR 6 YEARS. 6 YEARS!!! AND YOUR GIRLFRIEND? HAH! SOMETIMES I DON'T THINK YOU EVEN HAVE ONE. OPEN YOUR EYES. LIFE IS NOT JUST ABOUT BEING GETTING A'S AND HOT JOBS IN SOME STUPID CASINO OR HOTEL AND DEFINITELY NOT ABOUT MAKING A MILLION STUPID DOLLARS BY THE TIME YOU'RE 25.

NUMBER THREE: I WAS PLANNING TO RAVE AND RANT ABOUT HAZZY BECAUSE WE MADE A DATE EARLIER ALREADY BUT HE DIDN'T CALL TO CONFIRM TONIGHT. I KEPT CALLING CALLING HIM BUT HIS PHONE WAS SWITCHED OFF. FINALLY HE CALLED ME BACK 5 MINS AGO AND IT TURNS OUT HIS PHONE WAS FLAT. FINE. I FORGIVE HIM.

NUMBER FOUR: I WAS ABOUT TO CALL KAR HO OUT BUT I JUST REALISED THAT I DIDN'T KNOW HIS SCHEDULE VERY WELL. IT JUST GOES TO SHOW THAT I DON'T KNOW HIM 100% EITHER. AND I PLAN ON GETTING TO KNOW HIM BETTER FROM NOW ON.

LIKE I SAID. SCREW THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD. I DON'T THINK ANYBODY CARES ABOUT ME OTHER THAN MYSELF AND HAZZY AND SAM. FUCK ALL OF YOU OUT THERE. I DON'T THING ANYONE ELSE REALISES HOW MUCH I CARE ABOUT MY FRIENDS. NOT ALL MY FRIENDS. MY BEST FRIENDS. BEST FRIENDS. I THINK I CARE ABOUT YOU PEOPLE MORE THAN I CARE FOR MY FAMILY. IN FACT, I TREAT YOU LIKE MY FAMILY. I BET NONE OF YOU KNOW THAT.

SCREW THIS 18TH MINI CELEBRATION. ME AND HAZZY ARE GONNA ENJOY OURSELVES. ME AND HIM. BROTHERS. 2 DAYS APART.

P.S: I still love you guys Sam & Kar Ho & Hazzy & Xin Yi. Hope no one else reads this other than you.