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Sunday, January 27, 2008 . 9:26 PM

FUCK!! AGAIN!! AGAIN AND AGAIN AND OVER AGAIN!! EVERYTIME THIS HAPPENS. I want to get my RC kit tomorrow and my father can tell me "You're gonna play with it everyday like a little kid and go out with the car and no one knows where you are."

I tell him "The CCA is only on Tuesdays."

Then he can tell me in a very fucked up tone "So in conclusion, you want the money NOW. Well I don't have $500 to give you NOW."

I just want to fucking kill every god damned person in this house. Just shoot them all in the head and drag their bodies to the canal.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008 . 8:41 PM

Sorry about the late post... I've been pretty tired everyday...stupid exams are coming up on the 11th of February and I've got to start mugging...My new job is pretty cool, just playing WOW on my laptop and getting up every now and then to feed the punching machine with more paper. The company I work for prints school diaries by the way. They haven't done BHSS yet, but I saw a sample of last year's diary hung up on a board together with a few others. 10pm to 8am job, $5/hr, adds up to $50 per night, I work Friday and Saturday nights, so thats $100 per weekend. I get $400 every month. Very good deal if you ask me. I get to play games, sleep and do pretty much whatever I want in the office. Jeronne and I have been abusing the stereo system when the boss leaves for the night; around 11pm to 12am. We can blast the speakers so loud with 98.7FM that when we leave the office to pee or something, the whole factory can feel a slight thudding. Oops...forgot to mention that the place is at Kallang JTC, at one of those flatted factories. The whole compound is dead quiet, save for the occasional janitor.

Thats enough about my new job I think.

I've never ever ever ever felt stressed or worried over tests and exams. And now I'm dropping like 20 hairs every morning. I'm not kidding; I'm literally dropping at least 15 - 20 hairs every morning after my shower. I feel scared shitless over my final year exams coming in 4 weeks. I'm already pretty certain that I've failed my AUTOCAD module (using computers to draw stupid lines which I don't understand). I'm left with my maths, analogue electronics and mechanics. I really want to get at least a C for all of them. I feel so stupid when the lecturers are teaching and I don't know what the hell they're talking about. This is why I studied so hard during Secondary school. I didn't want to feel stupid.

I'll never forgive myself if I don't make it to year 2. I'm gonna do whatever it takes to bloody cram everything in my head and pass this exam.

I'm starting to doubt everyone's opinion of me being "smart" and everything. I'm losing my belief in myself and my abilities.

I'm scared shit.

Thursday, January 10, 2008 . 10:26 PM

I've decided to remove the "FCUKS!" from my previous post. I've given it a lot of thought and I've realised that I've been swearing too freely. I guess it because I'm used to having things done the way I want them to. Don't take it the wrong way; I'm not one of those stubborn idiots who refuse to listen to suggestions or feedback. When I want things done my way, its because most of the time my way is the most effective method.

Anyway, the computer is up and running again. Here's the specifications for fellow geeks:

1. Intel E4500 2.2Ghz processor
2. Gigabyte 945GCM motherboard
3. 2GB Kingston DDR2 RAM
4. 250GB Seagate Barracuda SATA hard drive
5. 20x Asus DVD+-RW DVD drive
6. Asus GeForce 8800GT 256MB (My favourite component)
7. CoolerMaster Cenutrion Casing
8. 40GB Western Digital IDE hard drive (Recycled)
9. 20GB Maxtor IDE hard drive (Recycled)

I'm so proud of my baby. And I capped the budget to $1005. Not many people can get such a good DIY machine at that price; especially people who buy pre-made computers: Dell, HP, bla bla..

One more thing before I fall unconscious: I've got a job at a printing company. Its a night shift job from 10pm to 8am and for the time being I'll being working Friday and Saturday nights. $5/hr isn't a lot but its still money. Besides, I'll have Jeronne for company. I'm starting tomorrow night and I hope its gonna be fun. I hate boring jobs.

Ciao everyone! Next post on Sunday!!

Monday, January 7, 2008 . 6:25 PM

I built a brand new computer from scratch and it was working fantastic until today. Just when my father comes back, the damn thing decides to die on me.

Now I have to go back to Sim Lim to find out what the fuck is wrong with it.

Not in a good mood at all.