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Wednesday, February 18, 2009 . 9:47 AM

Exams...frigging stressed like fuck...I can't even remember simple things like how to turn on my laptop...Just this morning I got out of bed and sat down at me desk and all I did was keep tapping my keyboard, expecting my laptop to turn on. When it didn't I started banging at it in frustration until I realised I had to press the power button...

Even my emotions are boiling in a froth and spilling over..quite unusual for me to be unable to control them...I became really unreasonable with someone a couple of nights ago and now I really regret it..wish I hadn't said those things...

My hormones aren't doing good either..they're going all haywire and I really want to get settled on something..its been bugging me for at least a few months now...sigh..in fact the bugging has turned into violent shaking and shoving..There's a voice in my head that keeps asking me: "So how? So how? Made up your mind? Should you or should you not?"

Its killing me, yet I don't want to die. Just yet.