Saturday, April 25, 2009 . 11:52 PM
I feel so guilty...after what I said last night...after making you cry so much...But now..I miss you so terribly..it's only been 24 hours and I feel so empty inside already...went to work just now and I felt so lost...like a man without a purpose...
I keep staring at my phone...wanting to call you but I'm afraid I might make things worse...
I stare at my phone, pick it up, dial your number but hang up before it starts ringing.
I just want to hear your voice again. Look forward to your messages.
Take your time and don't rush your decision.
*Cross my fingers and hope it's me*





