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Saturday, May 23, 2009 . 10:47 PM

I feel so helpless. It's like I've played all my cards and nothing is happening. I seem to have said all I could say and done all I could do. And still you think I'm not serious. It seems like you're already starting to make plans for the end before anything has even begun. I know 2 to 3 weeks seems like an eternity. But what else can I say to convince you that I only see you in my eyes? I feel a little hurt that you think I'm just some playboy who hops around with different girls. Do I mean nothing to you? Am I a disposable thing? Something that can only be used once and then thrown away?

I'm lost. I don't what else to do. I'm not someone who gives up easily so the only thing that I know is to keep trying. I will try again and again and again. Until you believe me or until you tell me you never want to see me again.

I've said this before and I'm saying it again. I meant everything I've said to you before. I'm not lying, I'm not saying it for fun, I'm not twisting my words, I'm not saying it because I have to say it. I say it because I mean it.




When I say I love you it doesn't mean I that like you. It means that I'm willing to give my life for you.