Sunday, October 11, 2009 . 11:32 PM
I'm not like him
Honestly, what am I doing wrong?
It's like every decision I make is a bad one
What I think would be good, turns out bad
What I think would be happy, turns out sad
Sometimes even something so innocent
Can transform into a disaster
Somehow I feel like I'm just about the same as him
Or even worse
I try so hard everyday in everything I do
But it looks like my best isn't good enough
I don't know what to do anymore
I'm so useless
Honestly, what am I doing wrong?
It's like every decision I make is a bad one
What I think would be good, turns out bad
What I think would be happy, turns out sad
Sometimes even something so innocent
Can transform into a disaster
Somehow I feel like I'm just about the same as him
Or even worse
I try so hard everyday in everything I do
But it looks like my best isn't good enough
I don't know what to do anymore
I'm so useless





