Thursday, October 8, 2009 . 12:21 AM

It seems like it's been non stop action for the past couple of weeks. Work, school, weddings. Two cousin weddings one week after the other, and next Saturday is my mum's birthday dinner celebration (actual birthday on is 16th October). My outlet chef at Orchard has asked if I can work at night on the 16th and I told him to leave it open first. It's a special day and I want to spend it with my special someone =)

I will always have time for you becauase I will always make time for you no matter what. Whenever you feel like hanging out with me or if you suddenly miss me, I'll be there for you. Be it everyday, once a week, once every two weeks or even once a month. I will still be there when you need me and that doesn't change the fact that I love you. As much as yesterday, and last week and last month and our first date.

Many times during the day I suddenly think of you and I often miss you as well. I'm surprised myself that even the most little things can make me think of you. For example during class someone starts talking about his/her relationship problems, I start thinking of you. Or maybe even while I'm just aimlessly clicking my way through the internet and I come across funny videos or jokes, I automatically turn my head to look for you and I realise that you're not beside me. But if there's one thing that always makes me miss you so incredibly much (almost heart wrenching), it's the long bus ride home. It's not the length of the journey that causes it. It's getting on the bus with hundreds of other students. I'm sitting at the back and I always see at least a few other couples sitting together. Some are chatting and telling each other about their day, some are sitting in silence. Some are sleeping on each other's shoulders while some are simply holding hands and enjoying each other's company quietly.

I guess all this has made me realise how precious you are to me. I've realised that my favourite times of the day are when I wake up and when I go to bed; when I text you good morning and when I send you off to your sweet dreams with a good night kiss. It's almost as if I can hear your voice whispering in my ear and your breath on my cheek. Sometimes I can almost feel you lying beside me when I'm in bed and just staring blankly into the night.

Every second with you is treasured. It doesn't matter how long a date lasts, where we go, what we do or if we talk alot. I just love to be beside you, hold your hand and enjoy your company. =)