Monday, August 31, 2009 . 3:22 PM
So, went back to BHSS for Teacher's Day... Quite disappointing because almost half the teachers are new. Form teacher Ms Lim was sick at home so me and Hazzy didn't get to see her at all. Only said Hi to Mrs Raj our English teacher and somehow we have to go back to BHSS on Thursday and Friday because some of the students want to do a domino like ours back in 2006. Copycats. Idea stealers. The two of us are supposed to guide them along on how to do it and offer suggestions and feedback on their domino. Arghhh... Couldn't say no to a teacher right?Anyway here are some photos from the 2006 CNY domino we made:











Are you impressed? I hope so because that took alot of hard work... =) Good old days.

Esther Tan Yueling
Friday, August 28, 2009 . 6:09 AM
I'm going to miss you so much over the next few days. 10 days and counting. =(How Do I Live Without You - LeAnn Rimes
How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live
Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live
Please tell me baby
How do I go on
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live
How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby
How do I live....
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live
Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live
Please tell me baby
How do I go on
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live
How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby
How do I live....
Thursday, August 27, 2009 . 9:55 PM
Photos from Monday's dinner. Short and sweet.












Sometimes I ask myself these questions:
Do I really deserve to be with such a wonderful girl like you?
Have I worked hard enough to make you happy and keep you happy?
Or am I just another failure?
Do I really deserve to be with such a wonderful girl like you?
Have I worked hard enough to make you happy and keep you happy?
Or am I just another failure?
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 . 7:33 PM
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我想带妳骑单车
想这样没担忧唱著歌一直走
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
妳靠著我的肩膀
妳在我胸口睡著
我想就这样牵著妳的手不放开
Haven't been doing much these few days except study for exam on Wednesday. Went for family gathering at my cousin's new condo on Sunday to visit her 1 year old son. The usual family talk, updates in our lives and "Your baby is soooooo cute!!"...hahaha. Met baby for dinner last night..Xin Wang Cafe at North Point. Haven't been there for quite a while and the place has really changed quite a bit. I was really stuffed after dinner so we took a long walk to Bottle Tree Park where we took some nice photos with the light from sunset.我想带妳骑单车
想这样没担忧唱著歌一直走
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
妳靠著我的肩膀
妳在我胸口睡著
我想就这样牵著妳的手不放开
Hope I really do well for my paper on Wednesday. I know I haven't been exactly hardworking during class but I've spent the last one week studying and I think I really know my stuff. After that paper, I get semi freedom!! September holidays have to go back to school for FYP but I can work night shifts!! =) Really hope the money is going to get better. 2 months of hard work should be good for my health and my bank account. Hahahaha.
Sorry people...no photos for the time being!! The pictures are with the missus as usual...when she posts it I'll have them up here as well.
That's all for now. =D
You want to know how much I love you?
It's not a full glass - it's an overflowing lake.
It's not 10 out of 10 fingers - it's both our fingers and toes combined.
It's not a full glass - it's an overflowing lake.
It's not 10 out of 10 fingers - it's both our fingers and toes combined.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 . 9:45 PM
Art from the heart. =)Before baking:

Fresh from the oven:

Pictures say a thousand words. This piece of art from the heart does not need to say anything. =)
Sunday, August 16, 2009 . 11:35 AM
Wow!! Went out with baby yesterday and I think that was one of the most fun dates ever. Definitely within my top 10 list. Hahahaha...we walked around Ion at Orchard for the most part of the day. Had a very very nice lunch there...very good food at the basement I must say. Walked around the basement levels and I bought a T-shirt from Zara, $16.90. Then we strolled over to Heeren to check out more shops before taking a train from Somerset to City Hall. Horrible things happened at Somerset and I have to say this is definitely one of the most unlucky things that has happened to us. Don't want to talk about it though.We got to City Hall and walked to Marina Square to catch Orphan at 6.30pm. Pretty good movie with good acting, a good plot and good twists to the ending. I'll leave you a teaser: It's not your usual ghost movie. Anyway, headed back to AMK straight away hoping to collect the something which she dropped off earlier in the afternoon. The shop was about to close when we got there so we were like the last customer of the day. Hahahaha..sorry folks..can't say what it is..
Headed over to S-11 to have a late dinner...very nice claypot chicken with rice. A little salty but very very tasty..woooo!! Then I sent her home by 11pm and took a bus back home.
Long day. Tired legs. But very happy. =)
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 . 11:10 PM
Wooooooo!!! Relaxing Tuesday it has been....just slept in late, watched tv shows on my laptop, went down to workplace to get my pay cheque before heading back home for dinner. After dinner went to baby's place to surprise her when she got home and send her up.Pretty slack slack day. Tomorrow morning's classes are optional so I'll be sleeping in late again....wooooohooooo!!! One paper to study for only...test date is somewhere in the last week of August then after that partial freedom during the holidays =) Going to work as much as I can and I have to go back to school from time to time to make sure my project is making progress.
This Saturday going out with her again... =) I've got a couple of surprises in store for her...hehehe..hope she likes it!! Can't wait!! =)
Monday, August 10, 2009 . 10:29 AM
Well...NDP has come and gone. Didn't do much on Sunday..just worked from 12 to 4pm (pathetic 4 hours = $20 + OT), then I headed home to laze around and watch the parade. This year's parade was a little more interesting than last year's especially with those giant grid boxes...lol. It must have been so tiring for the performers to climb up and down the ladders over a hundred times.I might have to transfer to a quieter outlet soon because my hours have really been cut down. I've only clocked 10 hours this week and to make things worse, the manager keeps bringing in full timers so she can kick out part timers. The operating hours for the Orchard outlet have also been revised to close an hour earlier because of poor sales. Damn you Botak Jones. Actually its damn you Bernie Utchenik (the owner).
Hazzy has been thinking of finding a new job too..and I might just tag along because I could really use better pay. $7/hr at Kinokuniya: Carry books around, tidy up books, recommend books, work in air-con. Who doesn't want that? The only problem is that its really difficult to find another job which is as flexible as Botak Jones.
I'm taking the Monday Public Holiday slowly...I really want to relax and get back my energy before I have to dive into all that project work again. After lunch I'm going to cycle to Toa Payoh Central to buy a stack of blank CDs and then I'm going to really slack at home and just watch movies or TV shows. 3.30pm, I head off to Orchard to pass a CD to a colleague and then go over to Serangoon to pick up my sweetheart from work =)
That's all folks!! Life may be stressful right now but someone makes everything so worth it =)
For you:
I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
The only joy that I have ever known
Girl they were lying
Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying
So you should know this love we shared
Was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street,
Just you and I
Just you and I
I'm never gonna say goodbye
'Cause I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again, and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
'Cause I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again
All over again
Some people say
That everything has got it's place and time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
'Cause in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You know I'm not lying
Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we tried
There are some things in this life
Won't be denied
Won't be denied
I'm never gonna say goodbye
'Cause I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again, and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
'Cause I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again
The more I know of you
Is the more I know I love you
And more that I'm sure
I want you forever and ever more
And the more that you love me
The more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know that I
I'm never gonna say goodbye
'Cause I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again, and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
'Cause I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again
All over again
All over again
And I swear it all over again
Who ever told you I was letting go
The only joy that I have ever known
Girl they were lying
Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying
So you should know this love we shared
Was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street,
Just you and I
Just you and I
I'm never gonna say goodbye
'Cause I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again, and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
'Cause I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again
All over again
Some people say
That everything has got it's place and time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
'Cause in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You know I'm not lying
Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we tried
There are some things in this life
Won't be denied
Won't be denied
I'm never gonna say goodbye
'Cause I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again, and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
'Cause I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again
The more I know of you
Is the more I know I love you
And more that I'm sure
I want you forever and ever more
And the more that you love me
The more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know that I
I'm never gonna say goodbye
'Cause I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again, and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
'Cause I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again
All over again
All over again
And I swear it all over again
Thursday, August 6, 2009 . 10:34 PM
Change is on the way. Just as I promised. =)Working hard at my project now.
I miss you badly.
You can say those words for the rest of my life,
and I'll never get tired of hearing them. =)
I Love you.
But you already know that don't you? =)
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 . 8:49 AM
Tuesday: Work in the afternoon, Study for test at night.Wednesday: Test in the morning, Make prototype for FYP presentation after test, Work on FYP presentation at night.
Thursday: Whole day focus on FYP presentation. Powerpoint slides, final detailed designs (Motor location, lead screw, seat design, safety buckles) and calculations must be perfect and error free.
Friday: FYP Final Panel Review. This will decided if I pass or fail boderline or get an A for distinction. Product must be able to work theoretically.
Saturday: Whole day with my precious!! =) Morning/Afternoon movie and outing, Evening/Night at Luke's girlfriend's BBQ.
Sunday: Work in the afternoon until 4pm. No plans after work.
Monday: Public holiday. Hope I can see my precious for the whole day again =)

So stressed with school right now. Wish you could take my hand and take me to a place where there's only the two of us. Wish you could hug me and tell me that everything's going to be alright.
Monday, August 3, 2009 . 9:45 PM
Quick post before I get back to studying for Biomedical Applications. Been so busy the past few days...nothing but school and work and I haven't had the chance to see my precious. School is really stressing me out...I have a test on Wednesday and on top of that my final panel review for my FYP is on Friday. I have to prepare my powerpoint presentation and finalise my designs and every detail on how its going to work has to be explained. Purchase order forms must be filled up and be prepared for approval. Buy raw plastics, lead screws, bolts, nuts. Have to machine and fabricate a prototype on Wednesday after my test so the judges have an idea on how it looks like before working on the product itself.Woke up early this morning to machine my prototype but when I reached school, the Techincal Support Officer (TSO) told me to come back on Wednesday because he was going out for lunch soon. Damn pissed off...I mean he's being very nice and helpful already. He recommended several solutions to my project and even offered to help us machine the prototype but I came all the way to school for nothing!! By the way, my supervising lecturer for my FYP is completely useless. I tried to meet him this afternoon to ask him if my calculations were correct and guess what? He was at home sleeping. Goddamnit. My group is totally on our own.
Waiting for her to get back home from East Coast. She still hasn't recovered from ther sore throat...poor thing. I really hope she'll see a doctor tomorrow if it doesn't get any better...I'm really starting to worry.
Okay...back to studying...I really was hoping to pick her up from school tomorrow but I have to study for my test with my classmate after work. Shit this timetable, shit this FYP and shit all the viruses and bacteria and germs in this world who make people sick.
Saturday, August 1, 2009 . 9:13 AM

The prettiest girl in the world, Ladies & Gentlemen!!

And that's her boyfriend giving a weird smile...hahahaha.





